Dear Mom,

I know there has been times in my life where I could not understand the meaning of life.  I thought life has deserted me and counted me as a disease on the planet.  I thought life has treated me so bad that I could not understand why people would do such things to me.  I just don't understand.  

Anyway, I thought I'd say my thanks to you for keeping me safe all these years.  I know I could've never made it without you. 

But, still, Mom, it hurts right here inside my heart, the pain, the suffering, the deaths of myselves and attribution to people that wants to hurt me.

Our family is so much in trouble, but I know now that we're not going to be in trouble for too long.

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart.  And I want to thank Mr. Travis Henry for his love for our family and me.  I want to thank all of the starship cruisers for their patience and care and love.  

Anyway, thank you mom for being there for me.

Your loving daughter,
Amy

Here's a video that I would like my mother to see: